som jag brukar säga,
didn't see that one coming


i'm doing fine, and i tend to keep it that way, no matter what
words can no longer make me change my mind,
even though everybody knows that is a stupied lie


since i met you, i've had a hard time handling you,
your words and actions, but i can do it now, with
a pale ache in my heart.

a deep breath, and then I go on